Friday, February 24, 2006

killing sin is in

my copy of "killing sin" came in the mail on wednesday! i've been listening to it since then. i really got to listen to it yesterday, what a great cd. i think i'm gonna order one for a friend of mine, i think he'd enjoy this cd. there's some meat on this cd and i'm sure he'd appreciate hearing what tim has to say. like the reviews i've read, there is not one song that i'd skip over. all the tracks have tight beats and the lyrics are crazy! i'm really feeling "the battle", "sacrifice of worship", (ackdavis and evangel kill it on this track...ackdavis...whoa, i would love to hear him on an album of his own), "power of the Holy Spirit", "step into the light", "temptation", really, all of the songs on this cd are hot, this cd will get alot of play in my mp3 player. timothy is very blunt about the subject of sin in the lives of christians and the importance of not willfully continuing in living a sinful life. much appreciated. here's a review of the album, a much better review than i could give.

its been a short week, but a tough week for me. this job just wears on me. we had a migration from one mail program to another and of course it didn't go well, lots of different problems. also, i'm tired of being told to smile. i don't know anyone that walks around with a constant smile on their face. earlier this week i was standing at the elevator and just as it opened, someone comes around the corner and gets on with me. she says "you're not smiling". i laugh and say "so you're telling me i should be standing at the elevator with a smile on my face for no reason?" (if i was she'd be thinking "what's up with this guy?"). she says "ok, i'll behave". i'm beginning to think i must be the most serious, intense looking person people have ever seen. later that day a woman who's pc i was working on started talking about me, not knowing i was in the cube right next to her. saying how i have no sense of humor and how i look angry, some garbage like that. she went to say maybe it was cuz when i come into their area everyone is always asking for something to get fixed. i didn't say a word. but it wasn't a fair statement since she doesn't know me. and the funny thing is about 2 minutes after she said that, two different people came in and saw me and were like "hey, how are you?". you know, we exchanged pleasantries. she was embarrased cuz she had no idea i was right there, and i've could've easily turned and said "you don't even know me, and as for the sense of humor comment, did you say something funny? or should i just be laughing for no reason?". i thought it was better to stay professional and not say a word. now she's trying to kiss up to me and be especially nice, cuz she's unsure of whether or not i heard her. and her co-workers knew i was right there, and she and them were whispering about her blunder, right in front of me!! i hate people some times. sad, but true. i do have a wall up and she is an example of why, cuz people sooner or later show their true colors, and i'd rather feel them out for awhile before i let them in. well, i was able to resolve everyone else's issue except hers, it appears to be a server problem and the server team deals with that. serves her right, as mom used to say

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